Roi d'Étre et de Néant

It's 2:12am and I can't sleep..again. I think to say I have insomnia would be stretching but, I have to admit, I do have difficulty getting to sleep at a decent hour.

I was thinking of watching one of the Jean-Luc Godard movies that I got from the media library, since last weekend I got two French movies(Zou zou and Le Mépris and actually watched them both! Both of them were good, but Le Mépris was definitely not my favorite Godard film--I much prefer Une femme est une femme and À bout de souffle. I'm such a Nouvelle Vague nut now, absolutely love old French flicks.

Zou zou was quite a bit older(made in the 1930s) starring Joséphine Baker who was obsolutely stunning in that film, by as an actress, singer, and just a beautiful woman. She's really inspiring.

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I've been in such a good mood since Paris, but things that happened this week have completely bummed me out. I'm not really sad, just disappointed and frustrated--more and more I found people to be really disapppointing: my group members haven't sent me their work; a guy from one of my classes completely weirded me out(I won't get into it); and something else happened that has me feeling both embarassed and disappointed, although I can't be really sad about it because it was such an amazing thing. I'm in a state on inbetweenness, I'm not sure how I feel...I'm just annoyed, though, that the people I've had to deal with had such a negative effect on me when I'd been so excited and happy about everything up until Tuesday. Now, even though it's all over, I can't shake this feeling. I'm just thinking way too much.